Rain Gates

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This is where it begins,
In the golden home made of brick
Where you’ll always be

I thought by now you’d run away
Off to an unknown distant place,
Where you’d be free
You’re trapped inside the yellow house
Your silenced voice would come to sound
Where the rain gates heal


Screams stuck in the walls
No sound will ever escape this place
No one will ever know

You are the flood,
I see from the window
Nobody seems to know
The sun will drown for you,
The flood


Take the bones to the shed you built,
with your hands and your guilt and all that you hate
There’s a murderer (in here)
And I’ll love him forever

Dreams were raped, character set ablaze
in this room where I’d stay and swallow the flames
I am dead (in here)

And now we wait…
Wait

Erase who I am,
(who am I?)
I’m the hate that birthed this family

I don’t know the reasons why you are the way you are but I know for myself
(Is this your life?)

How don’t you know?
(Don’t you know?)
I’m the face of all that you never were
Hand on the neck, belt choke, burn the skin
just please don’t leave me alone

Is this your life?

(Hold me)
It seems I’ll never go
Always in your arms
In your hands, the source of love glows
Under your eyes, I feel ok

The clouds call me home
The roof waves to the hilltop
I see my shadow drowning
And falling from the leaves
I found you at the gates
Where have you been?


I see the morning after
Next to me, inevitably
I call out in the rain:
Take me

I thought by now you’d run away
Off to an unknown distant place,
Where you’d be free
You’re trapped inside the yellow house
Your silenced voice would come to sound
Where the rain gates heal

Hate is all I am, it’s from the pain you gave
Hate is all I am, it’s from the pain you gave to me

The final moment comes to tell
With one last breath in the golden home
This is where you’ll always be

You are the flood

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from Rain Gates, released March 5, 2017

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Dessiderium Tempe, Arizona

Solo project of Alexander Haddad.

Other bands featuring this artist:

Nullingroots
Depraved Heretic

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